| magic personified one by one dreams objectified two by two life electrified three by three prayers sanctified four by four hopes satisfied five by five
wait on the line
magic times nine
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| SO.
If you ask, that's what I'll say.
It's not your business, anyway.
I find myself wrapped in a dizzying trance.
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| So.
I don't post here a lot anymore. What I feel either is translated into art, poetry, or I tell Sebastian. Who is that? Well, you may be surprised...he's my boyfriend. We met on straphangers.org. Yeah, we're transit retards, but that's okay. He's a bona fide piece of urban trash, just like me.
So he's not perfect...but hell, the bastard tries. We have our ups, and we have our downs.
I don't wanna sound like a cornball, but yes, this kid understands me.
Why look to strangers when someone was waiting for me this whole time?
ten twenty oh seven.
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| And the answer to everything has been found.
The doubts and the fears
are put to rest.
And even if you secretly hate me
that's all right
because you at least said
that you'd believe in me.
And even if you think
that I'm a spaz
that I'm dumb
that I'm weird
that I'm train proud,
you still tell me
you looked forward to me talking.
And even if I dream of you
I'll still see you in person
from a corner in my eye, but I'll
listen for your voice.
Because you are the absolution
the resolution
the revolution.
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| I swear, it's been so long since I've been here. I would have posted this blog on MySpace but no one really reads what you have to say there. It's a really shallow site, filled with shallow people.
But then again, aren't we all shallow?
So I've just finished Regents, and I have two weeks to kill.
Yesterday I realized many, many things. I've never had so much fun in my life. I went to Haley's house, out on Staten Island, played Dungeons and Dragons, then came back to Manhattan and went to St. Mark's with Julian. Now that's normally not a big deal, but we pretty much wandered around aimlessly until 8:30 when I found myself wandering, literally, into the 6 train station. I rarely go out that late, so it was a huge shift for me.
It was just so much fun. For once in my life I actually liked what I was doing.
The city lights at night are fascinating.
And so are amish people.
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